第五十六課 Chapitre56

おはよう～

うわ～長い間日本語使うことがありません～！

Grammarが正しいかどうか分かんない。　XP

もう二年ぐらいですね～？TPMCで勉強してる。

そろそろアメリカへ行ってきます～

緊張もあるしすっごく嬉しいです～

俺ってね～、時々覚えてる。昔の事。

「日本へ行きたいです」といった。

だけど、チャンスがありません。

悲しいです　TAT

＊～これから英語で使う～＊ (beginning here all will be in English)

anyway, i'm glad to have my chance to fly abroad and pursue my study in mechanical engineering.

what did i write above? lol.. something came out of my mind, something so nostalgic.. its back when i learn Japanese language as my third language. though i'm not that good and act. began to lost bit by bit the ability to talk and write in Japanese. (i dare say, the statement above contain so much grammar error~!)

i'm really hoping if there's Japanese students in Cal Poly, i would like to make friends with them and try once again talk in Japanese. It's the fact that knowledge is too priceless and i wouldn't like to see it go away from me.

As for now, do pray for my success in getting my visa~

>\\\\<

i'm not that good when it comes to English conversation or so, but i would want to make my self much more better. 

and friends "WHO CARE" and help me a lot during my studies, my application, my payment, visa etc. , i bow and thank you to you guys for always supporting me.

(some know and some dunno where they stand in my eyes, though i'm pretty sure i did make myself clear who help me and who doesn't..  just sayin' and don't keep it in your heart. you know how i react and response.. sorry)

第五十五課 Chapitre55

super stress week end up pretty well~! quite a shock~ :P Thank You Allah for evrything. Syukran~
anyway, was so broken-heart these week, a lot happened act.
Me being "outcast" .. grr asked "them" to wait, but they went already to the bank to settle out Visa payment. that's the biggest thing~!

man, u guys are so mean!

it end up pretty well. last Wednesday nite having my silat test to get the blue belt and i passed it~
yatta!~ <3

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things got even better , as I was back home yesterday after MARA Pre-Departure talk, i was informed that i won the give the pic a caption contest held by Pc.com group in facebook!~ i won the E210 phone. dunno what kind of phone , but hey, the important thing is that I won~! wohoo!!
woah, double kill much?? XP

well, need to settle other things out by today  
ganbatte! fight oh~!


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第五十四課 Chapitre54

My life somehow resemble what is within the song~ this is what i am facing rite now ...  I'm grasping for someone's hand to save me from the darkness dwell within me~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2qubeFb1fc

A Song For XX - English Translation


Why am I crying?
Why am I lost?
Why did I stop?
Please tell me
When will I grow up?
How long can I stay a child?
Where have I come running from?
Where am I running to?

I had no place to live. I couldn't find one.
I don't know if I could have any hope for the future.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong to not cry."
I didn't want those words at all.
So I pretended not to understand.

Why are you laughing?
Why are you by my side?
Why are you leaving me?
Please tell me.
When did you become strong?
Since when have you felt weakness?
How long must you wait
for the day you understand to come?

The sun is rising. I must go soon.
I can't stay in the same place forever.

You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people.
I thought it was the same as being rejected.
At the time I didn't have that kind of strength.
I definitely knew too much.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong not to cry."
The more people said things like that,
the more even laughing became agony.

I was born alone. I'll go on living alone.
I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate. 

第五十三課 Chapitre53

Just realize something~ my journey has yet begun and I need to focus~! cannot play too much~ WAKE UP!

not in mood act. but still there's something that had made me laugh this morning, to be exact during Sahur time.. It was quite late already 5am lucky, Sayid accompany me to go for sahur. we wore the same t-shirt < the MOF one > and guess what, just we arrive at Jamek Restaurant, there are 3 other friends who wore the same shirt~!!!  man, it was quite embarrassing as people keep looking at our table.  it made me laugh so hard that i think that its the main reason why i can't eat properly.. < senak perut den ketawo > lol  ,thanks guys for making me happy again~ 

第五十二課 Chapitre52

Okaeri~ hahaha~ after all this long , i finally able to update again my blog~, yeah it seems that i got lots of other things to settle out~ a lot had happened along the way up till now...

if i want to talk bout , it would take quite a long time~ so, me just gonna skip it and tell the current situation that i'm handling right about now~

Finally, 2 years study in Malaysia has over and guess what, I got the chance to pursue my study in California~ yatta~ yeay yeay~ that sort of words came out of me.. hard to express by word as i'm so damn happy~ XD

but still, there is bad news along it~ from 70 peeps that apply for MARA only 36 passed~ and some of my dearly friend are not with me~in which kinda makes me sad~ T^T we began together and we should end our study together too!! 

as for now, the main priority is getting my visa~ that settle and i'm ready to fly~  XP

p/s 

woah, me actually feeling kinda old already??? a bit la~ why? new generation already continue study in TPMC.. and my, the juniors < the girls > are so cutee~!!   kyaa waaaa iiii~~~ XP  yup2~ no doubt bout it.. there's this junior though , that somehow i couldn't let my eyes move away~ haha~ cute much? yup~ can't tell in detail yet~ haha~