第五十五課 Chapitre55

super stress week end up pretty well~! quite a shock~ :P Thank You Allah for evrything. Syukran~
anyway, was so broken-heart these week, a lot happened act.
Me being "outcast" .. grr asked "them" to wait, but they went already to the bank to settle out Visa payment. that's the biggest thing~!

man, u guys are so mean!

it end up pretty well. last Wednesday nite having my silat test to get the blue belt and i passed it~
yatta!~ <3

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things got even better , as I was back home yesterday after MARA Pre-Departure talk, i was informed that i won the give the pic a caption contest held by Pc.com group in facebook!~ i won the E210 phone. dunno what kind of phone , but hey, the important thing is that I won~! wohoo!!
woah, double kill much?? XP

well, need to settle other things out by today  
ganbatte! fight oh~!


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第五十四課 Chapitre54

My life somehow resemble what is within the song~ this is what i am facing rite now ...  I'm grasping for someone's hand to save me from the darkness dwell within me~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2qubeFb1fc

A Song For XX - English Translation


Why am I crying?
Why am I lost?
Why did I stop?
Please tell me
When will I grow up?
How long can I stay a child?
Where have I come running from?
Where am I running to?

I had no place to live. I couldn't find one.
I don't know if I could have any hope for the future.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong to not cry."
I didn't want those words at all.
So I pretended not to understand.

Why are you laughing?
Why are you by my side?
Why are you leaving me?
Please tell me.
When did you become strong?
Since when have you felt weakness?
How long must you wait
for the day you understand to come?

The sun is rising. I must go soon.
I can't stay in the same place forever.

You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people.
I thought it was the same as being rejected.
At the time I didn't have that kind of strength.
I definitely knew too much.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong not to cry."
The more people said things like that,
the more even laughing became agony.

I was born alone. I'll go on living alone.
I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate. 

第五十三課 Chapitre53

Just realize something~ my journey has yet begun and I need to focus~! cannot play too much~ WAKE UP!

not in mood act. but still there's something that had made me laugh this morning, to be exact during Sahur time.. It was quite late already 5am lucky, Sayid accompany me to go for sahur. we wore the same t-shirt < the MOF one > and guess what, just we arrive at Jamek Restaurant, there are 3 other friends who wore the same shirt~!!!  man, it was quite embarrassing as people keep looking at our table.  it made me laugh so hard that i think that its the main reason why i can't eat properly.. < senak perut den ketawo > lol  ,thanks guys for making me happy again~