第五十八課 Chapitre58

It's been long since my last post~ as always~ = =" ahaha~ well, anyway, it had been 2 months since I've been here in California~
The weather is now getting much colder as it is Fall season... and not for long, it'll enter the winter season LOL

Besides, I'm finally entering 20's .. hooray~~!! haha~ XP not much of celebration~ well, can't demand too much~ besides I've been a total jerk these few weeks~ thanks though for the people who celebrate my b'day though, i know not all of them would really wanna celebrate it~  
and as usual, like any previous b'day, i'll buy myself my own present and this year i'm getting myself Scandal's cd collection~ though i'm not much of a fan, still I'm happy getting them for myself... 

These few weeks also been rough act.. i've become moody and moodier~ haha~ a lot going in my mind~ oh well, can't help it~!! haha

oh, i really need to stop now, its getting late, plus, i got classes and quizzes tomorrow ~! 

p/s
i've been thinking to change my blog platform~ its getting pretty boring here in blogspot~ XP oh well, for the time being, i'll use blogspot~

第五十七課 Chapitre57

Finally after 3 whole week~!! lol~ since we landed in LA~ XP   lots of things to tell yet to lazy to type it

I'm finally studying abroad like most of my friends~ ^ ^ i'm super happy~ so far, my life same old same old???~ student life~ but~! things getting tougher and tougher ~  man, i really need to focus and study more harder~ 

words can't even express of what is going all around me~ haha~

what? taking pictures?

haha~ well, i done some of those , but mostly i'll do the recording stuffs that are happening all day long here in Pomona~

ahh, that's all for now?? haha~ i'll try find my will to write even longer entry~

第五十六課 Chapitre56

おはよう～

うわ～長い間日本語使うことがありません～！

Grammarが正しいかどうか分かんない。　XP

もう二年ぐらいですね～？TPMCで勉強してる。

そろそろアメリカへ行ってきます～

緊張もあるしすっごく嬉しいです～

俺ってね～、時々覚えてる。昔の事。

「日本へ行きたいです」といった。

だけど、チャンスがありません。

悲しいです　TAT

＊～これから英語で使う～＊ (beginning here all will be in English)

anyway, i'm glad to have my chance to fly abroad and pursue my study in mechanical engineering.

what did i write above? lol.. something came out of my mind, something so nostalgic.. its back when i learn Japanese language as my third language. though i'm not that good and act. began to lost bit by bit the ability to talk and write in Japanese. (i dare say, the statement above contain so much grammar error~!)

i'm really hoping if there's Japanese students in Cal Poly, i would like to make friends with them and try once again talk in Japanese. It's the fact that knowledge is too priceless and i wouldn't like to see it go away from me.

As for now, do pray for my success in getting my visa~

>\\\\<

i'm not that good when it comes to English conversation or so, but i would want to make my self much more better. 

and friends "WHO CARE" and help me a lot during my studies, my application, my payment, visa etc. , i bow and thank you to you guys for always supporting me.

(some know and some dunno where they stand in my eyes, though i'm pretty sure i did make myself clear who help me and who doesn't..  just sayin' and don't keep it in your heart. you know how i react and response.. sorry)

第五十五課 Chapitre55

super stress week end up pretty well~! quite a shock~ :P Thank You Allah for evrything. Syukran~
anyway, was so broken-heart these week, a lot happened act.
Me being "outcast" .. grr asked "them" to wait, but they went already to the bank to settle out Visa payment. that's the biggest thing~!

man, u guys are so mean!

it end up pretty well. last Wednesday nite having my silat test to get the blue belt and i passed it~
yatta!~ <3

+

things got even better , as I was back home yesterday after MARA Pre-Departure talk, i was informed that i won the give the pic a caption contest held by Pc.com group in facebook!~ i won the E210 phone. dunno what kind of phone , but hey, the important thing is that I won~! wohoo!!
woah, double kill much?? XP

well, need to settle other things out by today  
ganbatte! fight oh~!


https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=7807214&id=371175119575&fbid=10150253893749576

第五十四課 Chapitre54

My life somehow resemble what is within the song~ this is what i am facing rite now ...  I'm grasping for someone's hand to save me from the darkness dwell within me~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2qubeFb1fc

A Song For XX - English Translation


Why am I crying?
Why am I lost?
Why did I stop?
Please tell me
When will I grow up?
How long can I stay a child?
Where have I come running from?
Where am I running to?

I had no place to live. I couldn't find one.
I don't know if I could have any hope for the future.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong to not cry."
I didn't want those words at all.
So I pretended not to understand.

Why are you laughing?
Why are you by my side?
Why are you leaving me?
Please tell me.
When did you become strong?
Since when have you felt weakness?
How long must you wait
for the day you understand to come?

The sun is rising. I must go soon.
I can't stay in the same place forever.

You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people.
I thought it was the same as being rejected.
At the time I didn't have that kind of strength.
I definitely knew too much.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong not to cry."
The more people said things like that,
the more even laughing became agony.

I was born alone. I'll go on living alone.
I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate. 

第五十三課 Chapitre53

Just realize something~ my journey has yet begun and I need to focus~! cannot play too much~ WAKE UP!

not in mood act. but still there's something that had made me laugh this morning, to be exact during Sahur time.. It was quite late already 5am lucky, Sayid accompany me to go for sahur. we wore the same t-shirt < the MOF one > and guess what, just we arrive at Jamek Restaurant, there are 3 other friends who wore the same shirt~!!!  man, it was quite embarrassing as people keep looking at our table.  it made me laugh so hard that i think that its the main reason why i can't eat properly.. < senak perut den ketawo > lol  ,thanks guys for making me happy again~ 

第五十二課 Chapitre52

Okaeri~ hahaha~ after all this long , i finally able to update again my blog~, yeah it seems that i got lots of other things to settle out~ a lot had happened along the way up till now...

if i want to talk bout , it would take quite a long time~ so, me just gonna skip it and tell the current situation that i'm handling right about now~

Finally, 2 years study in Malaysia has over and guess what, I got the chance to pursue my study in California~ yatta~ yeay yeay~ that sort of words came out of me.. hard to express by word as i'm so damn happy~ XD

but still, there is bad news along it~ from 70 peeps that apply for MARA only 36 passed~ and some of my dearly friend are not with me~in which kinda makes me sad~ T^T we began together and we should end our study together too!! 

as for now, the main priority is getting my visa~ that settle and i'm ready to fly~  XP

p/s 

woah, me actually feeling kinda old already??? a bit la~ why? new generation already continue study in TPMC.. and my, the juniors < the girls > are so cutee~!!   kyaa waaaa iiii~~~ XP  yup2~ no doubt bout it.. there's this junior though , that somehow i couldn't let my eyes move away~ haha~ cute much? yup~ can't tell in detail yet~ haha~

第五十一課 Chapitre51

Whew.. what a rough week..

So okay, last Tuesday one of bad news is that my old school-SASER had finally changed name~~ SM Sains Tuanku Munawir~ if not mistaken.. wow, what a sad news to hear.. well, lots of memories i had during those days. it was rough and it made me of who i am today~~ THANKS SASER..
"Terima Kasih Cikgu, Maafkan Kami Cikgu Halalkan Ilmu Kami Cikgu.InsyaAllah SPM 10A1 Cikgu"

I'll never forget all those memories. It will remain in my mind till the day i'll die..

all news about it can be find here

http://n9kini.com/?p=29748

So, okay.. next in my to-do-list...

This coming Saturday, I'll be having my TOEFL test.. I did my practice for the test.. and wow, it's actually quite hard.. i need to boost up my skills especially in speaking part~~ YOSH!!! tomorrow fight oh!!!

for the practice i got 62/100 .. man, the target marks was 85, so i need to work more hard~~

I'm totally burned out now.. no more energy.. will replenish .. after that back to the agenda TOEFL practices again~~ XD.. Ganbatte Faiz... Zettai akiramenai~

第五十課 Chapitre50

It has been almost 3 weeks without me updating any news~ (blogspot actually seems rather like a diary for me)
LOL   :3

The same day as last post
 Me and my friends went to I-City to enjoy the night life there.. it was very rather plain boring (no offense) well, i did enjoyed my time there though..

23th February 2011
so, its the first time for me to do blood donation..
man, how scary it was getting your hand to be facing those sharp pointy needle!!~
anyway, its good to face those things (not that i conquer my fear yet), but hey, i manage to do it~~ unlike certain peoples in my college..
that's something to be proud of..
btw, mine is AB type.. someone says AB's are stingy people.. i wonder myself bout that fact~~ LOL

that night though ,i  actually had Silat practice as usual.. and due to lack of blood (i think the cause), i couldn't go on like i always do and have to stop for a while and get some rest.. about 20min or so, I decided to join again but ended up having my legs all cramped out.. Man!! how pain it was!! people thought i was fainting out..lucky did not turned out that way.. I'm waayyy to embarrassed if that were to happened!! (giggle)


3rd March 2011
so after a week of blood donation
one of the things that I bought arrived safely in college.. yeah!! finally getting my hands on both Mizuki Nana's and Tamaki Nami's CDs..
i was superhappy with it.. waiting for my ShinAi book after this... XD

6th March 2011
One of my friends opened a bakery shop near UiTM Shah Alam.. well, he invited some of us as he and his family were having a Doa Kesyukuran~ well, from me myself, i bid a goodluck wishes and all the best Ammar~~

in 6 more days(counting)--> I'll be having TOEFL Exam.. wish me luck~~ ^_^

第四十九課 Chapitre49

oh wow, its first time ever i'm writing out the post with half-hearted.. well, lots of things happened along the time i'm hiatus... LOL
truth is, too much social network to be take care of~~ FB,Twitter etc...
anyway, its my thought that i wanna rite about, so heck, i choose when i wanna post something~(that's the best part yet)-->giggle..

updated things:

1. well, now, lots of my friend already fly abroad to pursue their studies whereas me, still dunno yet..(its finally my last semester in TPMC.hopefully got the chance to fly and have funding for my study ^^)

2. whew, finally the crisis in Egypt finally over. some of my friend had to come back to Malaysia --> safety purpose... wow, even though had fly already but due to certain things that can't be avoided, they need to come back.. i was informed that till the country is stable , then will they continue to study there

3. i dunno, these few days life been turn up side down a lot for me.. i myself sometimes become moody for no reason.. i really do need something or someone that can calm me down~~  ---> urgh, i need to get up quickly.. Kami-Sama Onegai..i really need to gain more confidence within me..

4. happy thing?? ah, some of my friend finally become 20>  .. lol, as for me, another 9 more months to go.. have to prepare myself to become more mature---> some still view me as little kid trap in a man's body

5. TOEFL is coming nearer.. i'll be taking it this 12 March... people , pray for me and my friends ya????
you guys will rite?? yakusoku ne....

6. My gundam still not finish yet.. almost 3 months since i bought it..LOL   XP
(and no, you guys can't complete it.. hey, its my gundam you know)

7. involving in silat now, hopefully get more muscles.. XP  then people will scare me
( lol, joking.. but seriously people will acknowledge you more and respect you better.. i hope so)

8. now only i remember... argh Business Ethics assignment.. i still haven't started yet.. well, this is my last quote for today.. later will update more..(hope so la, pray that i can manage my time more wisely)

p/s
don't do assignment so damn late.. might burden you later~~   XD

Chiao~

第四十八課 Chapitre48

Its been 2 weeks (to be exact 14 days) with me not updating anything in my blog~~
so much thing to consider as college has already started~~
well, last week, it was a blast for me and my friends~~
a total of 3 days roughly doing crazy stuffs~~

NO INTERNET!!!!

zZzZzZzzzzz~~~

that's why i'm rarely online nowadays....
it sure is tough of not doing the things i like~~
(rite now online in college)
anyway, aside from not having internet at home, we done lots of stuff to take our mind away from the situation..

Friday
this was actually the starting day. In the morning me , Kuza, Mirul and Haikal Sr. went to one of ETS to ask about the TOEFL exam.. this and that, we got glimpse of what the exam is about~
anyway, after that, we had our brunch at KLCC's KFC and also went to Kinokuniya...
After Friday's prayer
so, it was just me and Kuza left to go "scavenger hunt" for Gundam's Gunpla.. Kuza did buy 2 new Gundam and manage to hide it from his mom (giggle)
Friday's nite
the night where it all began~~
so, we went for karaoke (main purpose was act to play bowling in South City Plaza, but was a bit late and was about to close already), then went to Downtown,Kampung Baru and the last destination for the nite was went to KLCC mosque. it sure was fun to tease Leo. he only wear sleeveless shirt and a short. I started calling him "apek" and all of us had a big laugh.

Saturday nite
seriously, today most of us were in sleeping mode( that is some of us are not ) I'm fully woke up at 11am.. man, sleeping to much is so not to my liking~~ haha, anyway the focus is on Saturday nite. we finally got the chance to play bowling and also had fun "karaoke"ing  ... XP   lol... that nite ammar had another crazy idea of what will we do the next day....



wait for it

Sunday
whew, we were actually going to Ulu Yam after discussing about it the nite before. the plan was to go the at 6.30am in the morning but was delayed few hours later.. about 11 am we arrived. (1 car-Nissan Sunny, 2 bikes) the whole journey one of us( to be precise Mirul) "sleep" too much.. haha, maybe to tired i guess..

that's some short summary of my daily crazy days~~ lol

oh, and here's the link for the pic during all those 3 days

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=176004729103937&set=o.182431091779428&ref=nf#!/photo_search.php?oid=182431091779428&view=all

第四十七課 Chapitre4７

ah, its already 4 Jan.. A bit late , still,

明けましておめでとう！！
Happy New Year!!!   (lol)

its 2nd day of school already~~
well, for me, college start next week..
yawn~~
(seriously a bit bored, haha)
anyway, it brings back lots of memories of my school days..
its already 4 years since i was in form 5..
and lots of thing had happened this past 4 years..
ah, finally its final sem in TPMC ...wish we will have a blast final, all going well and we will go to California to pursue our studies there~~ Amin ^_^


anyway, i'm going back to KL this Saturday.Well, not by bus though.Mom and Dad will drive me there..
going to send back some stuff that i don't need anymore. if not, in the end it would be just too many things that i have to bring back which pretty much would just be　めんどう～～

see you guys next week~~ :3